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Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn her iki taraf\u0131nda sakallar\u0131m\u0131n hizas\u0131n\u0131 kontrol ettim. OKB yok bende ama kar\u015f\u0131mdakinde olur neme laz\u0131m. Sonra dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 birka\u00e7 mm burnuma do\u011fru k\u0131saltarak dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m; \u00e7ok nadiren de olsa heyecanland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda peltek konu\u015fuyorum, dikkat da\u011f\u0131tmak gerek.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131kand\u0131m, du\u015f gibi \u00fc\u00e7 harfle tan\u0131mlam\u0131yorum; bildi\u011fin filmlerde g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ndan ar\u0131nmak i\u00e7in d\u00f6k\u00fclen 40 tas suyu d\u00f6kt\u00fcm kendime, pakland\u0131m. Art\u0131k \u00fczerinde boya kalmam\u0131\u015f rimelle s\u00fcrekli g\u00f6zlerime giren kirpiklerimi tarad\u0131m, onla u\u011fra\u015famam bi de! \u00c7ilek kokulu, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 renk kremi dudaklar\u0131ma s\u00fcrd\u00fcm; ne de olsa yeni macera hep \u00e7ilek kokard\u0131.<\/p>\n
En \u00fcst d\u00fc\u011fmesi kapanmayan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs hizama kadar a\u00e7\u0131k, f\u00fcme rengi g\u00f6mlek ve daha a\u00e7\u0131k tonda gri kareli pantolon\u2026<\/p>\n
Beyaz \u00e7orap ve sivri burun, yumurta topuk siyah rugan ayakkab\u0131; yok art\u0131k o kadar da de\u011fil!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc tam tepemde hala mavi, ak\u015fam\u00fczeri oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in nemden ve uzaklarda \u015fehrin kirli havas\u0131ndan olsa gerek rengarenk, dalga dalga g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131na do\u011fru karar\u0131yordu. Bah\u00e7enin i\u00e7inde, y\u00fckseklerde hen\u00fcz zaman\u0131 gelmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in silinmeyen \u0131hlamur a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibindeki masaya oturdum. Y\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc bah\u00e7eye d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u015fimdi, sadece \u0131hlamurun kokusu, manzaraya d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde ise g\u00f6letin yaz s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131ndaki meltemine kar\u0131\u015fan orman\u0131n kokusu geliyordu.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumun \u00e7ay bah\u00e7elerini hat\u0131rlatan renkli lambalar\u0131n s\u00fcsledi\u011fi yolda belirdi az sonra. O an c\u0131rc\u0131r b\u00f6ceklerinin sesi kesildi sanki ve \u0131hlamurun kokusu her duydu\u011fumda bu an\u0131 hat\u0131rlatacak \u015fekilde yer etti benli\u011fimde; basit hikayeler, yanl\u0131\u015f c\u00fcmleler g\u00f6lgemde kayboluyordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki dirhem bir \u00e7ekirdek halime yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ise tam bir hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m. D\u00fcz, beyaz, sala\u015f bir ti\u015f\u00f6rt; alt\u0131nda kot pantolon ve san\u0131r\u0131m boyumu kompleks yapar\u0131m diye giydi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm siyah ta\u015fl\u0131 bir babet. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 toplay\u0131p \u00e7aprazlama bir kalem sokmu\u015ftu aras\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Baz\u0131 insanlar o kadar \u015fansl\u0131 ki iyi g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir \u00e7aba sarf etmelerine gerek yok; \u00f6zg\u00fcven y\u00f6n\u00fcnden torpilliler. \u0130yi miydi bu \u015fimdi yoksa \u0131hlamurun kokusu muydu bana bunu hissettiren bilmiyorum ama heyecanlan\u0131p konu\u015famamak ihtimal dahilindeyken bu rahatl\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 susa kalmay\u0131 hi\u00e7 tahmin etmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n
\nGrafik: Tayfun Simsek\nM\u00fczik: Ihlamurlar Altinda\nTarih: 15.07.2020\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn her iki taraf\u0131nda sakallar\u0131m\u0131n hizas\u0131n\u0131 kontrol ettim. OKB yok bende ama kar\u015f\u0131mdakinde olur neme laz\u0131m. Sonra dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 birka\u00e7 mm burnuma do\u011fru k\u0131saltarak dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m; \u00e7ok nadiren de olsa heyecanland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda peltek konu\u015fuyorum, dikkat da\u011f\u0131tmak gerek. Y\u0131kand\u0131m, du\u015f gibi \u00fc\u00e7 harfle tan\u0131mlam\u0131yorum; bildi\u011fin filmlerde g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ndan ar\u0131nmak i\u00e7in d\u00f6k\u00fclen 40 tas suyu d\u00f6kt\u00fcm kendime, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"1080","footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edebiyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=130"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nGrafik: Tayfun Simsek\nM\u00fczik: Ihlamurlar Altinda\nTarih: 15.07.2020\n<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn her iki taraf\u0131nda sakallar\u0131m\u0131n hizas\u0131n\u0131 kontrol ettim. OKB yok bende ama kar\u015f\u0131mdakinde olur neme laz\u0131m. Sonra dudaklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 birka\u00e7 mm burnuma do\u011fru k\u0131saltarak dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 meydana \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m; \u00e7ok nadiren de olsa heyecanland\u0131\u011f\u0131mda peltek konu\u015fuyorum, dikkat da\u011f\u0131tmak gerek. Y\u0131kand\u0131m, du\u015f gibi \u00fc\u00e7 harfle tan\u0131mlam\u0131yorum; bildi\u011fin filmlerde g\u00fcnahlar\u0131ndan ar\u0131nmak i\u00e7in d\u00f6k\u00fclen 40 tas suyu d\u00f6kt\u00fcm kendime, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"1080","footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edebiyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=130"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/130\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tayfun.cc\/wp\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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